You're driving me ape shit.

Whaddup?

Let's talk about friendships.

Now I'll begin by saying that I'm not the most moral guy out there. Sure, like all boys I should be following the bro code. And that means bros before hoes.

But sometimes I put chicks before dicks. And for very good reasons.

Sometimes I just don't get what I deserve from my mates. I'm sure many of you out there would have felt the same way at some point before. YOU put in the effort and just get run over by the unappreciative assholes who you call your "friends" and they don't have the common courtesy to thank you even for the little things you do. How dejected and deflated does that make you feel? Stings like a bitch doesn't it?

So, whenever I don't wanna do things with my friends or go out and do whatever with them, they're always asking "why?" when they clearly should already know the answer: They're complete jerks.

There's always tension when I hang out with some of my friends now and it's splitting us into tiny fragments and to be quite frank I don't think anything can save us. It would be good if this could all just go away so we could be what we used to be but reality is, that just isn't going to happen. What some of you might find disappointing on my behalf is that I'm unmoved by this.

Thing is, friends come and go. You drift from your already existing ones only to make new ones anyway. It's a cycle. It's life.

That's not to say that when friendships end you should forget about the good times you had together and act like you never knew them. But forever I'll think of them as good times before they changed and became a total dickheads.

But there's always those other "friends" that are always by your side. Through the thick, the thin, the good, the bad and the sad times. The one's who can treat you right, put a smile on your dial and have the remedy to cheer you up at any moment. One's that don't judge you in 2 seconds and take your genuineness for granted. They're the people who you should be calling your "friends", the people that will last for eternity and not for a day before a bitch fight breaks loose and shit hits the ceiling and before you know it it's gone down the toilet. (Did you run out of breath reading that one? :P)

So for all you folks out there, if you don't receive the happiness you deserve from someone then simply don't bother with them. Don't waste your time trying to mend things that won't be mended, trying to fix things that are broken beyond repair. Because you deserve better. You just need to look elsewhere for that something or for that someone that will treat you how you should be treated. Someone who's constantly disappointing you or letting you down clearly isn't worthy of the trust and love you give them. So don't waste it and give it with someone who truly deserves it.

They can choose to be your "friends" and if they don't want to be so, then fuck it. It's their loss.

To my lovers and my haters.
Peace.

David.

PS: Remember to share your beautiful smiles with the world! And be happy chappies! :)

Shoutouts:
Ian: Your my lover baby ;)
Tina: You got that song stuck in my head! :O
Ray: Cheer up you depresso.
Dalena: Getting kinky with Linky eh? :P
Kaya: Quit stalking! :O
Crystal: Friends? :) Or too cool for me now? LOL
Vicky: No missed calls babe ;)